Check your Natal chart/Horoscope (if you don’t have one, maybe it’s time to have yours erected…?) … So you have personal planets (Mercury, Venus, Mars) and/or the Lights (Sun & Moon) and/or a prominent point in your chart (e.g. Ascendant, Midheaven) and/or your Relating Houses (5th, 7th, 8th, 11th) challenged (Square, Opposition, etc.) or just occupied by Uranus and/or Saturn …? It is almost automatic for you to walk, not deal, exit a relationship rather than show your vulnerability, own your feelings, or hang in there when the going gets a little tough..On the surface you may appear as the biggest ‘Love Rat’, but the real translation is a major fear of getting too close – and for one of two reasons, sometimes both: fear of being smothered or fear of being rejected. Flashback to somewhere within the first 4 years of your life (Jungianly), and one or both of these experiences were yours, either directly or indirectly associated with your family of origin. Isn’t it time you chose to let it go, and allowed yourself to feel the love…?
Light on…
Kris xx Mistress of New Age

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In my case, I am the Waterbearer, pouring my waters of knowledge into blogs, readings, columns, the media… and I learn as I go – and from all I come close to – but sometimes, like all of us, I have to return to learn the same lesson again – or another layer of the same lesson (sigh!). I don’t profess to know everything, I don’t hold all the answers, but I certainly write from personal experience on some level. Who doesn’t?(!) Additionally, in no way do any of my blogs refer to specific people – we are all reflections of one another, so don’t be surprised if you ‘see’ yourself in them – that is part of what it is all about. My blogs are a result of situations I have been in at some stage, a culmination of various relationships over time, involvements with different people, or experiences I have had. Anything I write has to be something I have encountered myself, or I wouldn’t be able to write it from my truth. On the flip side, it is only my perception.
As the degeneration and decay take you into the ‘Underworld’ (the deepest, darkest realms of who you are, and that which you may have been projecting onto others or that outside of yourself), you will eventually see the Light and come through renewed. Whatever has become obsessive will be reborn and tweaked into balance. 